This week was all about emotions and the degree in how they can reach boiling point.
The last week of the marathon proved to be a up and down feeling for me. It's my first marathon, and so far it's the hardest thing I have ever done. Every moment of the day is consumed by thoughts of the race, and it seems difficult to do anything right. I feel that I want to get it over and done with so I can get on with my life, then another feeling of being not ready as I think I haven't done enough running.
Also I am scheduled to sit the Sun Certified Web Component Developer exam tomorrow, and I haven't had the best exam preparation, partly because of its proximity to the marathon. Nevertheless I gathered all my available time this week to study for it, even studying during working hours! Though I'm not confident of doing well, I'm striving first and foremost to pass the exam. The fear of failure once again rears it's head.
To finish it off, it was a hard week at work. How can you work with people who are sarcastic and condescending?
The last week of the marathon proved to be a up and down feeling for me. It's my first marathon, and so far it's the hardest thing I have ever done. Every moment of the day is consumed by thoughts of the race, and it seems difficult to do anything right. I feel that I want to get it over and done with so I can get on with my life, then another feeling of being not ready as I think I haven't done enough running.
Also I am scheduled to sit the Sun Certified Web Component Developer exam tomorrow, and I haven't had the best exam preparation, partly because of its proximity to the marathon. Nevertheless I gathered all my available time this week to study for it, even studying during working hours! Though I'm not confident of doing well, I'm striving first and foremost to pass the exam. The fear of failure once again rears it's head.
To finish it off, it was a hard week at work. How can you work with people who are sarcastic and condescending?
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